This is all too quick, and you don't have much time. It is all unfounded; just wishful thinking. You don' really know what she feels, and you're too scared to ask. Why? Because you're scared of rejection, you're scared that you both may feel taking a step closer would mean creating a bond that would hurt terribly when it is inevitably broken. You're scared of the possibility that she hasn't thought of such things at all, and when you tell her, she'll just laugh it all away, or worse, grow averse to your wishful thinking. Forget it, you're a dreamer, chasing an illusion; and didn't she say that she'd stopped dreaming, chasing illusions, stopped trying to embrace a fallacy that could never return her warmth?
But I... I am a dreamer. What is life without illusion? If she laughs it off or chides you,well, if you never try, you'll never know. If she's scared too, worried about the future, then we'll have to savour the present, and deal with the future as it comes along. I would like to know what she feels. I hope she feels what i hope she does.
I'd told her I'd nurse a broken wing. I'd told her I'd try to help her fly again. I'd told her I'd try to help her dream again. I'll try, and pray she dreams again, even if it's not for me.
posted by liquid @ 10:51 AM
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